Odd One Out

I really need to find someplace i can call home.. It is where i don't have to share any facility-related objects which will eventually upset me and ruin my day..

Call me weird i won't mind, i have been sharing messy bedrooms with my sister my whole life, sharing random computers with mom, dad, and sis.. And not to mention bathrooms, i hate it when someone has to use it in the middle of my shower time.. Why can't i just get stuff of my own, why do i have to earn those things on my own like shit? Even little things which every kid has, such as a mobile phone, i got on my own! When can i start giving when nobody gives?

I wanna own my own place, have whatever i want and nobody to give a shit about, call me selfish i admit i am.. I'm tired of sharing everything with the wrong people where they don't even care when i share my favorite music, my favorite movies, videos or whatsoever.. I hate you guys..

Confused shitless

Tonight i had a clear vision of what my life would be like if i chose to carry on what i have now.. I'll be a sick worried wife, thinking of the whereabouts of my husband while he's having fun and doesn't even bother to call to tell where he is.. And when i phone him up, there is a 100% chance that he's not picking up the phone. I can't live like that.