visualize, realize!

so i'm just staring out to the road the whole afternoon with itunes plugged into my head. 4 years is just too long to wait for someone who has got lack of patience, i need some changes. fast!

so i visualized all that could possibly happen, it's up to me whether i wanted to go for it or not. nothing is impossible to achieve, just takes a lot of hardwork and initiation to do what it takes.

i've always wanted so many things, like traveling with buddies and families, mac electronics and stuff. i can't possibly achieve all those by just sitting and wait for those things to come to me, i decided to tryout for some jobs available. thank God roads are open to me at this point where i'm sick of my personal life situation. no matter what it takes, if no one shall walk with me to achieve my goals then i will race my way there on my own.

there's so much i want to express but i just can't find the right person or media to pour it onto, so just a brief post to keep myself sane for the moment.

i hope one day i will spend my dream christmas in NY, go to a church just to feel the christmas spirit.. heehee.. =D