visualize, realize!

so i'm just staring out to the road the whole afternoon with itunes plugged into my head. 4 years is just too long to wait for someone who has got lack of patience, i need some changes. fast!

so i visualized all that could possibly happen, it's up to me whether i wanted to go for it or not. nothing is impossible to achieve, just takes a lot of hardwork and initiation to do what it takes.

i've always wanted so many things, like traveling with buddies and families, mac electronics and stuff. i can't possibly achieve all those by just sitting and wait for those things to come to me, i decided to tryout for some jobs available. thank God roads are open to me at this point where i'm sick of my personal life situation. no matter what it takes, if no one shall walk with me to achieve my goals then i will race my way there on my own.

there's so much i want to express but i just can't find the right person or media to pour it onto, so just a brief post to keep myself sane for the moment.

i hope one day i will spend my dream christmas in NY, go to a church just to feel the christmas spirit.. heehee.. =D

friggin pissed

today is probably the worst day in the beginning of 2010, what the heck? my ipod is packed with darn annoying viruses and i hate the shit out of it.. since the capacity of the thing is 80 gigs i had to be late for something which again i hate and then right when i reached workplace the darn electricity won't work with my laptop's plug then i had to use the battery.. argh!

DAMMIT

failure: is there a message behind it?

if you failed many times doing the same thing over and over again, does it mean you have to try something new? i believe there is always a message behind every failure: do something else. besides that don't you ever get tired of doing something that many times and not succeeding? how much time of your life are you gonna pass just trying that something not worth the wait?

let's just say an athlete in a marathon, and he races for 3 years consecutively and never gets a medal. should he move on or keep on running that marathon in the future races?

well, this boring post is just figuring out my opinion. is it just me, who is just plain impatient or are there anybody out there who thinks like i do on this matter.
-signing out
Ingrid

new york, new york!

it's 3pm and i just woke up.

before all fades into blurry memories i'd like to post this vivid dream here, it's like the best dream since i've recently had nightmares many many times in a row..

it all started with how fed up i became with sis always touching my belongings without permission (i hate it), so i went to buddy's place. funny, cuz all i wore was t-shirt and panties.. it was chinese new year then, so his family was setting up chinese new year props (which i think seldom happens to both our families). and it was the year of the dragon then, his year.. he told me he had to do some stuff, idk whether their rituals or wtv LOL..

we went up to his room, got me some decent kakhis to wear. open the closet doors and all of a sudden we were in the big apple, at night! his school there was like futuristic alice in wonderland, weird but cool monuments around, cool lightings, even the school lab were horribly cool! it was nice he introduced me to some friends then it reminded me of my twin buddies from philadelphia, but it all turned a different way after that.. we were around for a while and i had in mind that i was in the place i wanted with one of the best person in the world, was soooo happy! i told him i didn't want this to go away, he took a picture but the camera wouldn't work, i think that was when i woke up.. kinda disappointed but happy i could see D & new york in my dreams :D

acid!

my leggings are here!

i tried bleaching the previous ones but failed due to uncooperative materials, this time i ordered cotton spandex leggings. i dropped a little bleach on the legging and it worked! i decided to twist it, tie it up with a rubber band and bleach. but sadly i left it to bleach for too long, about an hour cuz i had other errands to run which i thought i'd be back soon. look at the damage pictures :(

happy new blog

happy new year.

spent the new year's eve in family's place in tangerang, had so-called barbeque where the maids did the barbeque-ing. took some pics, not really spectacular gathering as some of them went to other relatives' place and joined later that night after new year fireworks.

i went home the following day, first thing i checked; "were my hamsters alive and in place?". Poofie was missing for a while, he escaped and went under the door gap and out of the room. i thought he's gonna be eaten by the rats for sure, thank God i found him under the abandoned sink..



everyone's overdoing facebook and it's kinda irritating that they put stupid little updates every few minutes.. anyways, here is my new d.i.y. project to be sold at starstudded apparels on facebook.

mom initially bought this legging which i was supposed to "acid wash" is but she bought the legging with the wrong material hence i couldn't bleach it. so i decided to slash it, wtv..




signing out - ID